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gosh just occurred to me that another month just flew by! haha time passes quite fast lah. 5 months liao mhmm march already guess very very soon the 3 (4?) years will fly by and then the few of us will be stuck in NIE and then MOE for the next dunno how many years of our life =p

haha anyway i'm damn damn ÏÐ now lah! seriously absolutely no mood to do anything.. got lab report and ramon vilar's assignment to do.. then probably need to read physics also and catch up plus there's the recent organic chem tutorial also.. AND i think i hafta start doing my filing soon. dunno why just dun feel like starting though ahhhhh. the only thing i feel like doing now is like math lab lah =p think i'm addicted to math lab haha. i haven't even got my script yet and i feel like doing liao.. plus it's only due next friday.. aiyah dun care lah later i go and get the script and start doing so at least i can say that my wednesday night has been productive =p

ohh someone beat me for my second lab report grrr. hahah was so full of pent-up frustration last night (not coz of you lah =p) that yah i was just venting and venting over msn oops =p i never knew i was so angry or pissed about the whole postgrad student thing until last night i realised i was seriously feeling quite mad. haha oh well the situation's like that it can't really be helped i guess. really feel quite mistreated as an undergrad lah =p wonder if people in every other uni experiences stuff like this too.. like i was saying i'm damn sure i'd make a much much better lab helper lah. some of them just seriously cannot make it grrrr. dun think i'd end up finding AdM.. i see my next lab report lah k? haha 31.5% decrease in marks lehh how is that possible.. i'm not worried about the fact that i'd screw up my results (though me can be a bit competitive heh =p) but yah i'm more agitated by the fact that the stupid marker is so rubbishy. not being ego but i definitely deserve more lah. maybe not for the content of the entire report but at least for the presentation & grammar spelling part? if my report can only get 19.5 out of 30 then i've seriously no idea who else can pass.. grrrr. nvm at least astee has already cooled down.. yesterday she was a lot more pissed =p

think i shall get started on work soon. need to do my laundry also.. dunno why i wanted to blog haha had more things to say actually. oh yah. hmm read smth not very happy/nice a few days ago.. got really quite upset and it bothered me for awhile.. haha was abit subdued that day during lunch =p but yah by the end of the day sorta got over it.. or more like decided not to think about it. thanks for being online that night =) i dun think i can do anything about it yah? and even though it's not my fault i can't help feeling sad.. oh well. i just hope that the matter will improve and that he'll wake up soon. but you can't really tell actually coz i must admit she tends to exaggerate a bit. but i guess she must have reason to say whatever she said. haiii. why must things be like that? at least me have the confidence and i'm glad to be able to say that smth like this will never happen to me in future.. right? =)

okok mathlab is waiting for me! shall go upper gallery and do work thru the night haha. must bring loads of food to keep me company also =D except quite sad i dun have oranges or grapes.. it's just a habit or belief of mine haha dun wanna just eat so much heaty and unhealthy food must have fruits also like that then can neutralise =p well maybe some kind soul will donate fruits to me =D haha but guess it's time for me to go sain's also.. might pop by tomorrow after lecture! if me can get the programme booklet thingy done.. ohoh major event! non-imperial londoners who read my blog must must come watch! haha quite a lot of people performing must come support =D 18 march (sunday) evening at imperial heh. feel free to contact anyone for tickets.. alright that's it! just realised that ÔªÏü is coming already.. darius! we should make ÌÀÔ² too! haha see how lah this weekends i guess quite busy also.. take care everyone =)