好笨啊

haha i've not cried so much in quite a long time.

anyway! i'm currently in school now on a saturday afternoon hmm. was up at like 11.30 then called home for about an hour.. after that had lunch then kinda stoned in my room for a long long time. until at 2.30pm i couldn't take it anymore haha so i grabbed my lab book put on my coat and went to school =p now i know how convenient it is to have your own laptop lah. even if you don't wanna do work at least you have some form of entertainment =p been in school for about 30 minutes already anyway but i haven't started on my lab report yet =p think i'd end up not doing any today haha. find it quite amazing how i work one.. i start my lab report like maybe a whole week before others do.. but in the end i still hafta rush and everything coz i take my own sweet time =p i can stay in front of a comp for like 3h working on my lab report but in the end only manage to come up with like 2 paragraphs or smth =p coz i get distracted and bored damn easily haha. must try to change that soon =p ahh at least this week's lab report isn't that xiong (i hope =p) mhmm. probably going earl's court for dinner later.. been quite some time since the few of us ate out together on a saturday night isn't it?

hmm. this week's been quite an eventful week i must say. haha started out ok.. everything went really well until yah i dunno what happened either. i never knew i could hurt someone so badly. haha -shakes head- guess there's still many things i dunno. and sometimes i really dun understand myself or what i'm doing. astee ah astee.. 怎么办？haha oh well at least i'm kinda clear on what i want. just that.. aiyah i dunno lah. everything's so complicating. haha well i hope it'll improve. though mm i don't think i can ever resist peeling oranges for now.. maybe it'll stop one day. haha no matter how much i don't want it to let's hope it will lah k?

oh i'm sick anyway. haha 活该 lorh. everyone around me falling sick then i still don't care.. still say 我不会生病的 =p but aiyah at least it's not so bad.. i don't feel like i'm really going to die or anything =p still feel ok anyway just that yah can't stop sniffing so it's quite irritating. but i rather have a flu or fever than a cough so it's ok i guess. i think coughs & sore throats are one of the most horrible sicknesses to have lah. probably coz i'm a junk food addict eh -grin- haha hope both of us will get better soon anyway! must drink more water look after yourself ok? i will try my best to look after myself well too but don't hafta worry haha here got people to nag at me one so i should get better soon =p

mm my hands are freezing haha and i don't have anything to say anymore anyway. my next few years here shouldn't turn out too bad lah right? -hugs- i really really really wish everything will be ok. remember what i said? for me for you and for us haha. i've never been so worried and scared about anything before lah. 说的没错，为什么事情不可以更简单呢？ahhhh. i always say 明天会更好 but i think i'm starting to not believe in it liao.. oh well =(