synthesis lab

ap·a·thy /ˈępəθi/

1. absence or suppression of passion, emotion, or excitement.
2. lack of interest in or concern for things that others find moving or exciting.

haha it's like almost 3am in the morning liao and i'm still not in bed =p keep thinking about my workload and how much i have to do and how i dun have much time left to study for my exams.. but that's all i do. haha just think and worry and not get anything done =p but realised i do work quite effectively at night yah. i think it's just the getting down to doing it part actually. i do enjoy re-reading my lecture handouts and revising and making my own notes yah. well maybe not for all subjects or topics but most of them =p just me and my notes and my laptop to provide music and distraction once in awhile when i get really bored.. haha mugging's relatively enjoyable i guess? a nice break from the endless typing on microsoft word plotting graphs on microsoft excel and benzene rings on ChemDraw for my lab reports..

com·pla·cent /kəmˈpleɪsənt/

1. pleased, esp. with oneself or one's merits, advantages, situation, etc., often without awareness of some potential danger or defect; self-satisfied

haha dunno why i'm just rambling now. just finished a set of notes (which are like only 4 pages? =p) but considering i actually got down to sitting down and reading thru it i'm rather proud of myself =p should keep doing this every night yah. force myself to mug especially physical chem and all my stupid physics problem sheets. then maybe one day i'll eventually finish them all then i'll be truly happy and satisfied with myself haha.

wor·ry /ˈwɜri, ˈwʌri/

1. to torment oneself with or suffer from disturbing thoughts; fret.

ahh really can't wait for exams to be over you know. haha i see people mugging so hard now and having exams now i kinda wish i was like them lorh.. coz having exams now just means that they'll be over soon. oh well. haha darius i can't wait for 18th june too.. at least it's less than 2 months away! maybe i should start counting down as well.. i can't stand how my last term is so xiong lah. really. dunno why the chemistry department so screwed up one. 先甜后苦 haha it sucks lorh. and synthesis lab isn't going too well for me.. k it's only been two sessions so i can't really say much but i'm just guessing that it's not gonna go well. i've got a lab report due tmr one next tuesday and another data analysis one next friday. ahhhhh. damn scared i won't be able to get a final product also lah. -crosses fingers- oh well i hope tmr's lab session will go well. if my crystals dun come out i'm really gonna cry lah. haiii. starting to feel stressed somehow. think i shall just stop blogging and go to bed now.. more sleep's always good for astee. ahhh =(